He’s got butterflies that don’t let him sleep at night. It’s cold but her warmth is all he needs. You see the boy’s falling in love faster than his mind anticipated and he’s just trying to play catch-up with the feelings that his heart has already accepted.
She brings him to life, in a way that I hadn’t seen in awhile…and that smile on his face had been missing since the last girl came and went like she was going out of style…
He’s got a lot to offer her and I hope she knows it, I am almost certain I’ve only viewed the surface of the man that he is but I got to say that it’s incredibly impressive. She’ll get to know him more as the days go on, but unlike the rest, I hope she doesn’t take for granted that steady beating in his chest.
As for me, I am just confused I am both despondent and ecstatic for the reasons behind his exultant nature…you see the thing is that not so long ago being the reason behind his sleepless nights and butterflies was one of the wishes that my heart most desired.
But you see I knew it was a long shot a “hail mary” if you will, because the truth is that boys like that don’t fall in love with girls like me…it’s almost like somewhere in history it had been decided that the two could not mix…almost as if with the creation of love and Aphrodite this bond had been dismissed.
Gratefully I know not of the jealousy of Athena and I will gladly let whatever love has come about to grow as it should in the excitement of a wonderful tomorrow.
My excitement lies in the fact that my love story is nowhere near complete and that ahead of me are roads that have not been traveled (contrary to popular belief). There is a part of me that is ready to be shared with another but until that moment comes, I will have to give shelter to all the love and care that I have so that it will not become weathered .
“The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart"- Helen Keller
<3 Xo-Chill